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will resume blogging after SPM.

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Of serenity and Beast.

Waking up at 6.45 am on a holiday isn't easy for me -__-"

Woke up this morning, got out of bed and realized it was raining outside. I looked outside the window, enduring each droplet of rain, wondering what to do, struggling whether or not to go for jogging as planned yesterday.

I lay on the bed and said a prayer. No, I'm not telling the content -.- I already had enough of humiliation when I told my beast friend.

Soon after that, it started to drizzle, and then finally the rain had completely stopped.

God. Answers. Prayers. That's for sure! *wink*

Rang up the beast and in no doubt he was still sleeping when I called -.-" Thinking back, I wonder if he could even remember to wake up if I didn't call him. lol.

My beast friend came over around 8.40 am which he previously promised to come at 8.00 am. Walked over to the park. Along the way we pretty much had a great conversation and laughing our asses off. BUT most of the time I'm the one being laughed at.

I really do enjoy jogging in the morning. I especially love the smell of the fresh morning air. It's just, REFRESHING! Especially the smell of the wet grass with early-morning dew. Bloody serene (:

Ran only 3 rounds today. People, the park is kinda big. Don't ever try calling me a loser!

Dear Beast,

Thanks a bunch for accompanying me! Well in return, you've already gained enough from laughing at me 8D

Meet Your Worst

NIGHTMARE!!!

*click picture for larger view*

*breathe*

Have you already got a stroke? That picture above was way back when I came home from facial. My face was a total disaster. I couldn't look in the mirror. I would freak myself out, and die. Honestly, looking back now, I still do feel a bit of goosebumps.

But the thing about facial is, it makes you ugly for a while and then *poof* your skin will be renewed, and you might as well fall in love with yourself (: It's just how it works. It's amazing, isn't it?

No doubt some of you must wondering, 'why would Joey show such an ugly picture of herself?! :O ew.'

Well, I don't care alright. It's over. So I don't mind sharing my nightmares with you guys.

And last two weeks I received a letter from GSC. Yes. Golden Screen Cinemas. Look at what it has to say,

Don't ask why the picture turn out to be this way. I have no idea. Click the picture to enlarge and then rotate it yourselves.

Obviously, I went and collected my prizes, today (: And I'm pretty happy with the stuffs I got. Better than nothing xP

I guess because the pictures were all taken by DSLR camera that's why they appear to be bigger than usual. And so some ended up vertically because there wouldn't be enough space if they were to be in a horizontal way.

@#$%! x)

Credits to

As some of you may have noticed, I disallowed my blog for public. Something went wrong with my blog layout. The colors of the font were all messed up. So I decided to close it for construction. And here it is, a whole new layout. I have to say this could be the BEST I have done in my entire life.

I really do love it (:


I hope you all do too! Please do not hesitate to comment, compliment or criticize.

Beyond Expectations.

wow.

This is extremely strange. Suddenly, I feel like everything around me just doesn't matter to me anymore. All I want to to is to spill my thoughts here. After all, this is the best place to unload my feelings.

It has been a bloody long time since I last updated. I apologize for not consistently updating my blog. Leaving my readers with the same old story time after time. Well, I happen to live an ordinary life, not much of interesting events or happenings going on all the time (:

But yeah. I do have. I hope I did not give you an idea of my life being dull and miserable as ordinary like staying at home 24/7. No outings. No friends. I would die living such a life.

For the past 2 weeks, I had my first SPM trial. And I must say, it was all the way tough. Was it me or was it the papers? I think it would most likely be me. I have to admit, I didn't study much. Didn't do my level best. Didn't push myself to strive to be better. I was only...

procrastinating.

Damn. I'm really making myself sound as if I'm such a scum, useless creature. Like what the Malays would describe as sampah masyarakat. But then again, I started doing revision one or two weeks before exam and also during exam. So I won't say that I'm completely a hopeless student although I did procrastinate...

a little bit.

Oh well, no matter what the results may be, I still love you Lord (:

I really do feel more like a girl now. As in, a normal, pretty looking girl. (okay! my friends who're reading this can shut up okay?) At one period of time, I didn't want to live. I felt myself so ugly to an extent where I would rather die than being hideous. I know. That sounded bloody immature, silly and stupid. But sometimes, if you have never been in that situation before, you will never know how that person would feel.

And I would really wanna express my gratitude to my parents who never stops trying to make me feel like I'm someone, never fails to do whatever it takes to make me feel secure.Their unconditional love, is beyond words can describe. It would take my entire life to list down the things they've done for me.

Mum and Dad <3

Lots of love,

Joey.